Hello, lovely people, Roslyn Saunders here, your dedicated Codependency Recovery Coach. Today, I want to talk about something incredibly common, yet often deeply painful: the “lost self.” It’s that creeping feeling when you realise your identity, your cherished hobbies, your friends, and even your own goals have been slowly but surely overshadowed by your relationship. It’s not always dramatic; sometimes, it’s a gentle fade, often stemming from a desire to people-please or from past experiences that taught us to put others first.
What Does Losing Yourself Really Feel Like?
If you’re nodding along, you might recognise some of these feelings:
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Neglecting your own needs, hobbies, or even your career. Remember that art class you loved, or that book club? When was the last time you made time for them?
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Giving up friendships or family time to be with your partner. Your social circle might have shrunk, perhaps without you even noticing until now.
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Constantly agreeing with your partner to avoid conflict. You might find yourself saying “yes” when you really mean “no,” just to keep the peace.
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Feeling anxious or incomplete without your partner. This is a big one. The idea of being alone can feel daunting, even terrifying.
When we lose ourselves, we often become a shadow of who we once were. The vibrant, unique individual starts to blur into their partner’s identity, and the sense of self can become profoundly diminished.
Finding Your Way Back: A Roadmap to Rediscovery
The good news? It is absolutely possible to find yourself again. It takes conscious effort and kindness towards yourself, but it’s a journey well worth taking.
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Reconnect with Your Passions: Think back to the activities, hobbies, or interests you genuinely enjoyed before the relationship started. Was it painting, hiking, reading, or learning a new skill? Reintroduce them into your life. Even small steps make a difference.
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Set Boundaries: This is crucial. Clearly communicate your needs and desires to your partner. It might feel uncomfortable at first, but establishing personal space is vital for your individual well-being.
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Prioritise Self-Care: Make dedicated time for yourself, even if it’s just for quiet reflection, a relaxing bath, or a solo coffee date. Treat these moments as non-negotiable appointments with yourself.
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Nurture Other Relationships: Spend quality time with friends and family who knew you before the relationship. They can often remind you of aspects of your personality you might have forgotten.
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Communicate with Your Partner: Gently let them know that you’re working on reconnecting with yourself and that you need some individual time. A healthy partner will understand and support this.
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Practice Self-Love: Become your own best friend. Take yourself on dates, do things that bring you joy, and speak to yourself with the kindness you’d offer a cherished friend. Nurturing your inner world is paramount.
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Seek Support: If you find it particularly challenging to break these patterns, consider talking to a therapist or counsellor. Professional guidance can provide invaluable tools and insights.
Key Mindset Shifts for Lasting Change
Embracing these shifts in perspective can transform your journey:
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Your happiness is your responsibility. A partner complements your happiness; they don’t create it. True fulfilment comes from within.
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A healthy partner wants you to be you. A truly supportive partner will encourage your individual growth, self-expression, and unique identity.
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This is a common issue. You are not alone. Many people experience this in relationships. It doesn’t mean your relationship is doomed, but it does require conscious effort from you.
Remember, a healthy relationship involves two complete individuals sharing their lives, not one person disappearing into another. You are unique, valuable, and deserving of a life where you shine brightly, both within and outside of your partnership.
Ready to Reclaim Your “Me”?
If you’re resonating with any of this, you might be experiencing codependency. Take the first step towards rediscovering your authentic self!
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